Binnacle: working issues

how can they say they care about their workers, that we are like a huge family, when they make them work extra hour with no warning and no payment? a party once a year does not compensate for so many urgent production orders. the thruth is the have no plans and obey not even they own rules. they sell what does not exist without even asking if such thing is posiible, they dont give us the time to verify if our ideas will really satisfy the client demands, they just want it packed as soon as its paid, skiping even testing procedures. and then production gets angry about us not handing over the information on time for them to fullfil the request. what information can me provide when not even us know what was requested? how does a company like this make money? and with so much corrections and reworks and unpaid extra hours they get angry at the workers not attending the anual party? sorry, not even i saw any other outcome from where i'm standing. i wouldn't have gone either but the little mess splashed much at me anyways so why not. and now this. we might not be the ones conducting the song but we are the ones who write them. why weren't we included in this all wrong plan? i can clearly see were this is going, i can straigh away tell a soldier from a civilian from miles away. and those people are not regular soldiers either. i dont need to know any more than i already saw. they want us to turn our discoveries to weapons. i will not whatever sweet talk they try to pull over their true intentions is vain. weapons are to kill and that's all there's to it. no weapon is for peace, no weapon is for security. i knew my boss was driven to money, or else he woulden be so high ranked in this business. but to sell us, his subordinates to the military without even asking? he is not the one to desing the weapons, he is not the one to build them, he would only be in the receiving end of the profit. how confortable. as guilty is the one that kills the cow as the one who ties it down. and i'm sure as hell none of them is gonna be me. how can he and the other be so sure the weapons wont be pointed at them eventualy? how can they be sure they wont be dispossed off by them as soon as the prototype is perfected? how can they be sure the prototype wont be stolen and used against them? no, i wont be part of this i'm leaving